WHEN THE PROPHET WAILS.....

It has take time now for me before getting to my blog. The reason being that I HAVE BEEN beaten ,bitten and sifted and then thrown into the furnace. For a time now I lost bearing and wandered into the hot wild wilderness. The LORD and I ARE STILL THE GREATEST of friends regardless of my reckless moves in life living me gasping for fresh air in the land of the living. At one particular time I thought I had lost my mind till I sat in HIS loving lap and with a soothing reassuring voice He told me the many things that were happening and why and how. Its until then that I felt the heat melt away slowly only to resurfaces again when my human old man crept back again with doubt and the master of darkness dangling a juicy carrot...How many of you have been at the crossroads stuck there with no idea? I wonder, maybe its me or my mind. When a prophet wails, it sure rains cats and toms... my heart has been bleeding for the LORD HIMSELF now for a while. I have gone to that place of understanding only to discover to many dark secrets we hide from the face of humanity. My anger has risen to the boiling point and even became murderous on my mind... its until when I understood King Solomon and the Book of ECCLESIASTES. In solemn and sombre mood I have sought to get why many of us live lives are hypocritical and yet the Savior wasn't and will never be hypocritical. Many answers crossed my mind plus the reminder that it was not yet time to reveal munch about what really goes on. For now the prophet still wails secretly but in the public puts up a bold face that many admire and seek to even destroy. My fellow friends I urge you, when you pray, pray fervently with zeal unto the LORD JESUS OF NAZARETH. Pray for me also that as a soldier I will live the will of HIM who has ordained me fearlessly and with lots of reverence. Please get for me as many people to follow this blog because a lot is yet to be revealed at HIS time. THE LORD JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. Shalom